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Monday, January 30, 2012

Yes. Another Post. Don't Judge.

Sometimes you're on your uncle's funny blog about children and you read a post about yourself. Funny thing about this post is, I said iPhone and....I got it off of Pinterest. I'm so clever. But, let me tell you, MY UNCLE ROCKS! This blog is super funny. Check 'er out!
Click on this:
Awesomeness :)

For the Beauty

As if I LOVE Pinterest. Psh.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Need I Say More?

 Check out this beauty:

Must be the week of finals.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Not to complain....

Take note: This post isn't absolutely necessary to read. You don't have to read it if you don't want to. It's more like a...journal entry? It's kind of a sad, pathetic vent.

I remember those days. The ones when I was happy. Don't get me wrong. I'm still "happy." It's just different. I just remember when I was happy happy. I don't mean WAY back then, like Kindergarten days. Those were happy days, but I mean even more recently. I'm talking, like, last summer. Last summer was the best summer of my life. I had the time of my life. I was so spontaneous. I am still a little bit like that now, in small ways. But, there is a pain inside me. One that's not necessary. Nor is it welcome. It shouldn't be there. I still have fun, but for some reason, that pain will still be there once I'm done having fun. How much longer will it be there? I don't know. No matter how much I try to pretend like I'm happy, I still feel it. 
Maybe it's just how silly emotional I am. For example, I got kicked out of the lunch line today for "cutting." (For the record, I didn't cut today. I will admit that I did it the other day, but I actually didn't today. It just appeared as if I did). Anywho, it happened to me the other day and I was upset. But, when it happened to me again today, I almost started bawling. Necessary? I think not. 
Maybe it's hormones. This sadness does tend to get a little worse around certain times of the month. But, still, I'm pretty sure that that isn't the only factor.
Maybe it is the fact that I no longer have a best friend living here. What am I to do? The best friend that I've ever had in my life, Lauren, moved this summer. Was I extremely bummed? Well, define bummed. If you think that crying nonstop for weeks is bummed, then yes, I was/am. Do I still sometimes cry? I may or may not. Well, actually, yes. Yes, I do. How could I not? I am more emotional than the average human being. Even more than the average teenaged girl, if you can believe that.
I've never hated school before. Not until this year. I dread going to school everyday because I wonder who is going to actually listen to me or eat lunch with me and whatnot. I still have friends, but they all have their own best buds or "cliques." Well, my best bud no longer lives here, so can I borrow someone, please? I sound horribly pessimistic and I don't like it. So, I'm going to stop now. Thanks for listening to/reading my vent.

Friday, January 6, 2012

Maybe It's Just the Paper Cut Speaking...or Lack of Sleep

Maybe I don't really have anything to say right now.
Maybe I just talked way too much earlier.
Maybe I said some things that I shouldn't have.
Maybe people said things to me that they shouldn't have.
Maybe I'm lazy in lifetime sports...but that's no excuse to be rude.
Maybe I just wanted to write on my blog and I'm not really saying anything. Just talking to be talking. I like the sound of my own voice. I won't apologize for that. 
PS) Scroll to the bottom and pause this awesome music to listen to this awesome song. You won't be sorry. I may or may not have just listened to it about 4 times in a row. Ahhh....Mumford and Sons. Music.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

There are those days...

There are those days when:

  • you realize how much you really love being picked last in Lifetime Sports...ALWAYS.
  • you receive a wand from your best friend and get extremely excited to have duals. (NERD ALERT!)
  • you fall asleep in history and then have a dream that the teacher is talking to your sister saying, "Miss Turner, are you with us?" and then after a couple seconds you realize that it is totally a dream and he's really talking to you. Then, you wake up and make a horribly embarrassing noise....only to have the whole class laugh at you.
  • you cry because future and life both scare you.
  • you sit in academic lab and eat Canadian candy while rocking the Harry Potter trivia. (NERD ALERT.....AGAIN!!)
  • you're told that you "set the standards" for all the Mormons at your school....yep. I think that it was supposed to be a compliment....kinda. 
  • you start bawling when you hear bad news...that all has to do with Taylor Swift. Yes....she is playing Eponine, one of the most emotionally complex characters in Les Misérables and I have a feeling that she's gonna slaughter it. That's not the only bad news that I heard about her today. She also has a song in the Hunger Games. NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! Oh well. Life goes on...I guess.
  • you have crappy planning meetings for mutual. No further comments on this one.......
  • all you wanna do is be a rapper. (haha...yes. I did have to just add this one.)

Anywho, go lick a window!!! Goodnight!
PS) As I was looking at this blog, I saw the most adorable videos! Look at them. Cause, they're way cute!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Sorry...Just not in the inspirational mood. But, Happy New Year.

I am very sorry to all five of you avid followers that I have for not posting for forever. Terribly rude, I know.

Anywho, I could write something very inspirational about New Years Resolutions.....but I suck at those. Why? I'm gonna try to do it this year, but it is just something that I've never been good at. Perhaps a goal for me this year could be trying to accomplish at least one goal. 

Earlier, I could've written something very inspiration about the true meaning of Christmas but.....well, let's just face it. I'm just not a very inspirational person. I want to be. Perhaps that could be one of my goals this year. To learn how to inspire people. I'd have to inspire myself first. Lazy? Yes.

Current Addictions:


If you couldn't tell from previous posts......Yellowcard.
I mean, when will this NOT be an addiction? But, still, Harry Potter.

Pinterest.....of course.


And last, but most DEFINITELY not least: Tom Felton.

Maybe I'll be inspirational later. Sorry! I just need to de-lazify myself. Goodnight.